Sometimes I look at my life, and wish for once, just one time that I was number one in someone else’s life. It just hurts to give to give and to give, but when your the one in need a void. “Sure whatever, its ok. I’ll just …. myself, I’m used to just being alone.” I used to hate saying that, but I guess I have come to terms with it. It isn’t that I can’t rely on anyone, I just don’t want to. Whatever this was a rant… I just had to let it out. THIS ISN’T ABOUT ANYONE.